Saturday, May 26, 2012
Bah-BLAHGz
Never use it.
Realizing how whiny and insecure I was 2 years while re-reading some of my past blogs.
Yikes.
I have always enjoyed blogging though. Let's see, what's happened in the past 2 years. I went to Germany for 3 months. Bought a car. Got a job. Got married. Didn't really get married. Did get a bachelor's degree in theology. YEA. Finished my last class last week. Will be applying for my credentials with the assemblies of God and beginning the process of looking for a youth pastor position soon.
Working with the students and next level and seeing how God moves in their lives is incredible. Wherever I go, I want to be able to see those same things. More than that, I want to be able to protect students and be there for them when they are hurt so that God can heal them. I want to be there as a young person discovers a passion for God and begins to bold step out in faith and impact their world. It's a dream worth having and a dream that I am certain God has placed inside me.
I still have struggles, but that doesn't make me less of a Christian or a weaker person. It shows me that I still have more of my life to surrender to God and is an opportunity to do so. I never want to stop giving myself to the Lord. When we feel like there's nothing left to give Him we stop pressing in and begin pulling away, even if unintentionally. There is always more in God and therefore there is always more of myself to give Him.
So that's what I'll do.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Year of Change?
Friday, February 5, 2010
Same Place Again
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Inadequacy
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Grown Ups
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Outside Reality
Burn This Town / Signal Flare
It's been a year of drought when it comes to writing. I've been uninspired, which after a year where I wrote around 35 songs is frustrating. Most of what I've written this year has been lackluster or too dark to see the light. But whatever. Here's a few things I've been working on.
Burn This Town
Walk this town of crooks and thieves
They hang their sin around their neck
flaunting their sexuality
pretty words disguise the wreck
This broken mess
abandoned like all the rest
This broken mess
abandon all they have left
I'm gonna burn this town of hypocrites
Burn this town of liars
Burn this town of wickedness
It's time to fight the fire
with fire
If I could find just one in this whole town
Just one who spoke and stood their ground
Just one and I'd spare this whole town....
but I'm no different
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Signal Flare
Watch where I go
I'm not the one that you know
Try to figure me out
if you dare
And I've been playing along for some time
while you've been dancing
And I've been playing around for some time
And you keep on dancing
So send up the signal flare
And warn them that the night has come
To take them away
from all that they love
and they have ever known
in time they will see
despite what they believe
I am just a ghost
So let me go
I remember the day
when I was taken away from you
and I see your face so clearly
Don't go, you said
don't leave me here
all by myself again
now you see my face
Where ever you go...